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washed out. When he got to the railroad station the train was one and a half hours late, a huge crowd, David does not have a reservation, only a 1st class ticket. Suddenly the whole thing collapses, he can't face it anymore, his relationship with Ram, the coming heat of summer, intestinal desentery, the pills he had been taking for it. The westlian thing. He gets in to a rickshaw goes to Krishner's and flips out - they send for Ram, he attacks Ram throws him against a wall. Screams at him loses complete control. -

We are in the room Estelle arrives a big, plain Jewish girl from Brooklyn in a Sari. She speaks fluent tenagu, studies Komartic music, is head of the Wisconsin program. Bright - the woman's touch is brought to bear. Thank God she's here, cause she's ready to take care of David later hippy type comes in through the curtain. The four of us on the floor David doing all the talking, he is calm now reiteration of the whole thing. Estelle is going to take him to the University Guest

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House where she is staying - we walk out drained in the late quiet night - people asleep on the streets of the lanes. They get a rickshaw for the university on the way home I see two donkeys fucking. They are the most maligned of beasts in India, tiny carrying big loads on their back, beaten by thick sticks, tortured by boys. Hobbled. They are stupid, many times you will see them standing with their head in a corner for hours - their faces are sad they are on the bottom - yet here were two copulating with violent force the tiny male donkey had an erect penis of gigantic size about two and one half feet long - his front legs grappled on his partner's back, shoving this huge prick into her - Here are these dumb beasts having animal sex in the street - how strong the sex urge is in life, that even the dumbest of beasts rises from the stupes of his existence to violent sexual activity with unfailing instinct. Further on down the street I met Kumar a gunga pipe in his hand - high he was literally floating on the road, he was giggly as he greeted me in the night. It is the first time I have